lame dh update blog kan..hehehe..hr n sya ingin bcerita..ad sowg bdk n..dia tjtuh cnta ngn sowg bdk llaki n..lme dh, n diowg pnh la 'bpsangan'..tp ada bdai yg dtg mybbkan mrka xshaluan dh..ad sesuatu yg drhsiakan shgga skrg yg mybbkan bdai 2 dtg..tp itu adlh 1 krugian yg tramat bg dat girl as she still love dat guy..tp klw dia nk ckp pn cm dh xde gune..sbb dia sndiri yg cari nahas..nk djdkan cter ny..dis girl tpksa mnhan prsaan hti sbb tkut kecewa n mgecewakan, wlaupun she's alrdy disappointed with herself..
then after dat they bcome friends back, without any feelings..tp sbnr ny dis girl still love him very much, n she's willing 2 wait until dat guy can forgive her..dlm tmpoth 2 byk kali dis girl nk tgur dis guy tp dia xmmpu..she's afraid yg dis guy hate her..n she knows there's only 10% of chance 4 her utk blik smula ngn dat guy..so within d terms, byk kali dia nmpk dat guy lalu d dpn mte, tp she's afraid 2 say hi..afraid if dat guy just ignore her n shut her up..byk kali dis girl nk cll, tp xjd..ltak smula phone..byk kali dis girl taip mesej pjg bjela utk dat guy, but at last xntr pn msj 2..bkurun dok dlm phone as draft, but xpnh msuk sent box, n at last deleted..pnh dis girl beristikharah..tp jwpn yg dia dpt ialah penantian..n dis girl trus mnanti shgga 1day ad jwpn lain utk dia..
pnh ada owg ckp kat dis girl, y bcome so idiot 2 wait 4 him yg trang2 dh xnk kat dia..tp she just said "i dont know how n why..i just do"..tp scara jujur ny, dis girl xskuat mn..kdg2 dia sndri pn ragu2 ngn kputusan yg dia wat..sbb dia xpnh wat a decision like dat..but she knows dat someday she will get d answer..so she just keep waiting 4 d answer..even it will take a period of 2,3 years..kdg2 dia pn trse bodoh gak sbnr ny sbb dia taw she just got a small chance, but she still put a big hope on it..it just like putting an egg on d tip of a lidi stick..
n sbnr ny dia ltih utk mnhan perasaan..rse cm nk kawin trus je ngn sape2..tp klw mcm 2, dia akn trus hilangkn d chance dat she got..n sbnr ny hti dia sgt tkunci rpt utk mn2 pluang besar yg lain yg dtg smata2 pluang yg sdkit yg dia ada 2..
emm..kesimpulan ny, dat is life..anything can happen..it just a chapter of her life yg xkeruan..
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