Friday, September 10, 2010

somebody help me please..





chris: im introverted so i dont care what others think of me
chris: introverts done go well at parties
chris: don't^
nisya aziz: emm..
nisya aziz: n y u dont try 2 even change dat
nisya aziz: u seems like give up
nisya aziz: n let dat things just happen
nisya aziz: i know
nisya aziz: myb u r tired of life
nisya aziz: bcoz smtmes i also tired n fed up with life
nisya aziz: but d thing is
nisya aziz: dont let life mold u
nisya aziz: u mold ur life
chris: ahah yea im not very impressed with this planet at all
nisya aziz: but u like it or not
chris: you are tight about that
nisya aziz: u r living on dis planet
nisya aziz: n these people
chris: so what.. for less than 100 years..
chris: that is insignificant
chris: why should i care about anything
nisya aziz: even 1 seconds can b significant
chris: nup i dont believe it
nisya aziz: trust me
nisya aziz: u should believe it
chris: if humans survive for 100 million years
[6:03:12 PM] chris: that is not even 0.000000000000000000001% of the age of the universe
[6:03:12 PM] nisya aziz: u should appreciate ur life more
[6:03:21 PM] nisya aziz: ok
[6:03:35 PM] nisya aziz: dont compare d universe n human
[6:03:41 PM] chris: why not
[6:04:09 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz can u imagine if human live as long as d universe??
[6:04:24 PM] nisya aziz: there will b no universe at all
[6:04:30 PM] chris: im sure the universe is abundant with life
[6:04:35 PM] nisya aziz: coz human r destroyer
[6:04:54 PM] nisya aziz: dats y human live just in a short period
[6:05:01 PM] nisya aziz: n bcoz of dat short period
[6:05:09 PM] nisya aziz: u should appreciate it
[6:05:18 PM] nisya aziz: n God made human 2 do so
[6:05:33 PM] chris: yes humans are destroyers.. so i hope they never colonise another planet and become extinct on earth
[6:05:56 PM] nisya aziz: it can b possible
[6:06:16 PM] nisya aziz: but myb after many2 generation in d future
[6:06:19 PM] nisya aziz: who knows
[6:06:40 PM] nisya aziz: if u keep thinking
[6:06:44 PM] nisya aziz: like dis
[6:07:03 PM] nisya aziz: i think it's better if u commit suicide now
[6:07:16 PM] chris: yes you are right it is better if i do that
[6:07:20 PM] nisya aziz: n y u r still live until now??
[6:07:35 PM] nisya aziz: im not asking u 2 kill urself
[6:07:42 PM] nisya aziz: but please
[6:07:46 PM] chris: it is a good question
[6:07:48 PM] nisya aziz: appraciate ur life
[6:08:00 PM] nisya aziz: even u dont believe in God
[6:08:02 PM] chris: i have contemplated suicide many many times
[6:08:10 PM] chris: but i dont have the willpower for it
[6:08:11 PM] chris: also
[6:08:28 PM] nisya aziz: God still want u 2 live
[6:08:45 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz u still have d chance 2 think about ur life
[6:08:48 PM] chris: god is not real
[6:08:51 PM] chris: and if he was
[6:08:55 PM] chris: i would be his enemy
[6:09:10 PM] nisya aziz: honestly
[6:09:38 PM] chris: the useless god cant stop suffering on a massive scale
[6:09:41 PM] chris: what use is he ?
[6:09:52 PM] chris: no use to anyone
[6:10:40 PM] chris: anyway, the laws of nature dont require a god
[6:10:47 PM] chris: they work by themself
[6:11:11 PM] chris: throw your koran in the bin and read a book on physics
[6:11:26 PM] chris: that is the true god
[6:16:30 PM] nisya aziz: n where does d human get d brain 2 think about physics??
[6:16:38 PM] chris: evolution
[6:17:07 PM] nisya aziz: n how d nature can b running by themselves if there's no 'director' of it??
[6:17:20 PM] nisya aziz: n how evolution happened??
[6:17:27 PM] chris: chemical reactions
[6:17:35 PM] nisya aziz: nothing is happening bcoz it just want 2 happen
[6:17:58 PM] nisya aziz: n how chemical reaction happened??
[6:18:36 PM] nisya aziz: have u ever think how even 1 atom can b existed??
[6:18:55 PM] chris: those sorts of questions require a lifetime of study to understand, everyone else just assumes that its magic and a god did it.. that is the lazy way to think
[6:18:57 PM] nisya aziz: u want me 2 throw my qoran??
[6:19:10 PM] nisya aziz: but have u ever read it??
[6:19:30 PM] nisya aziz: it's not just a book or just words in it
[6:19:34 PM] nisya aziz: if u read it
[6:19:38 PM] nisya aziz: n understand it
[6:19:53 PM] nisya aziz: it is about physics,biology, chemistry
[6:20:24 PM] nisya aziz: all of d things happened n will happen stated in dat book
[6:20:28 PM] chris: i have read some passages from it, some of it is good philosiphy, some of it is cultist nonsense
[6:20:38 PM] nisya aziz: for example??
[6:20:53 PM] nisya aziz: give me 1 example of dat cultist nonsense
[6:21:04 PM] nisya aziz: i will explain it 2 u
[6:21:20 PM] chris: haha i read those many years ago, i spend my reading time looking at science journals
[6:21:52 PM] nisya aziz: n do u know dat science comes from dat book dat u want me 2 throw??
[6:22:09 PM] chris: the koran coudnt tell you how astar is born
[6:22:17 PM] chris: or how to treat lukeamia
[6:22:30 PM] chris: or how many galaxies there are in the universe
[6:22:31 PM] nisya aziz: n i think u know dat many of scientist comes from people who study dat book
[6:22:37 PM] chris: or how many other planets have life on them
[6:23:18 PM] chris: the koran cant tell you how the moon formed
[6:23:23 PM] nisya aziz: but earlier people started 2 think n study bout all of dis bcoz they study qoran
[6:23:37 PM] chris: no
[6:23:41 PM] nisya aziz: yes
[6:23:51 PM] chris: i would say most scientists have benever even seen a koran
[6:25:02 PM] chris: you cant get anything useful done while reading a work of fiction
[6:25:32 PM] chris: you are helping no one
[6:25:37 PM] nisya aziz: emm..
[6:25:47 PM] chris: praying is a way you think you're helping when you are really just talking to yourself
[6:25:48 PM] nisya aziz: im not trying to help anybody
[6:26:20 PM] nisya aziz: im just trying to make urself clear
[6:26:59 PM] nisya aziz: life is meant to b live
[6:27:09 PM] chris: says who?
[6:27:22 PM] nisya aziz: n actually praying is helping urself 2 b calm
[6:27:40 PM] nisya aziz: says me
[6:28:09 PM] nisya aziz: n u should know about dta
[6:28:12 PM] nisya aziz: if not
[6:28:23 PM] nisya aziz: y u r still alive now??
[6:28:49 PM] chris: i dont understand how life works, so im not going to just assume things and join a cult
[6:29:07 PM] chris: because the cults know nothing
[6:29:09 PM] chris: they are there to scam people
[6:29:13 PM] chris: gain power
[6:29:14 PM] chris: control people
[6:29:16 PM] chris: etc
[6:29:24 PM] chris: scientology
[6:29:26 PM] chris: classic example
[6:29:35 PM] nisya aziz: if u hate power
[6:29:47 PM] nisya aziz: means u hate urself
[6:30:04 PM] nisya aziz: coz even within urself
[6:30:11 PM] nisya aziz: u also got ur own power
[6:30:18 PM] chris: i dont hate or love myself
[6:30:36 PM] nisya aziz: n y??
[6:30:49 PM] chris: loving yourself means you have an ego
[6:30:57 PM] chris: hating yourself means you have a mental illness
[6:31:13 PM] nisya aziz: everybody has his/her own ego
[6:31:41 PM] nisya aziz: it just d matter is how high is ur level of ego
[6:31:56 PM] nisya aziz: n i can say dat u have ur own ego
[6:32:30 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz u r optimist with ur own thought n believe
[6:32:49 PM] nisya aziz: n i have my own ego
[6:33:17 PM] nisya aziz: n i have myy own mental illness
[6:33:26 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz smtmes i hate myself
[6:33:35 PM] nisya aziz: especially if i did mistakes
[6:33:57 PM] nisya aziz: n i believe u also have ur own mental illness
[6:34:13 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz there's a time u hate urself
[6:34:23 PM] chris: when?
[6:34:29 PM] nisya aziz: as u said u tried 2 commit suicide b4??
[6:34:30 PM] chris: i dont hate myself as i said
[6:34:37 PM] nisya aziz: m i rite??
[6:34:42 PM] chris: thats not about hating myself
[6:34:51 PM] chris: thats about rejecting life
[6:34:54 PM] chris: as in i think its rubbish
[6:35:03 PM] chris: not worth the time
[6:35:04 PM] nisya aziz: rejecting life = hating urself
[6:35:08 PM] chris: incorrect
[6:35:11 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz u dont want 2 live
[6:35:24 PM] chris: it doesnt mean i want to be someone else
[6:35:32 PM] nisya aziz: u dont want 2 receive d life as u r n u have now
[6:35:43 PM] nisya aziz: u hate urself 4 dat
[6:35:48 PM] nisya aziz: u hate urlife
[6:35:52 PM] chris: nope
[6:35:57 PM] nisya aziz: n u dont want it anymore
[6:35:57 PM] chris: still incorrect
[6:36:02 PM] chris: if i hated my life
[6:36:06 PM] chris: i would rather be someone else
[6:36:09 PM] chris: and live
[6:36:13 PM] chris: that is not the case
[6:36:26 PM] chris: i can pretty much do what i want
[6:36:36 PM] chris: i could marry, have a family , a nice home etc etc
[6:36:45 PM] nisya aziz: then wat case is dat when u were trying 2 kill urself??
[6:37:08 PM] nisya aziz: n wat case is dat when u said u dont want to live ur life??
[6:37:30 PM] nisya aziz: n wat case is dat when u dont want 2 appreciate wat u have now??
[6:37:34 PM] chris: you are someone who just assumes people who commit suicide hated something or
[6:37:37 PM] chris: had a bad life
[6:37:42 PM] chris: that is var from true
[6:37:44 PM] chris: far
[6:37:47 PM] nisya aziz: i dont say dat u have a bad life
[6:37:55 PM] nisya aziz: im pretty sure u r not
[6:38:03 PM] chris: i dont have a bad life
[6:38:06 PM] nisya aziz: it just u dont appreciate it
[6:38:21 PM] chris: i want to experience death
[6:38:36 PM] nisya aziz: n then u want to live again??
[6:38:42 PM] nisya aziz: not a chance bby
[6:38:47 PM] chris: and as i said, i think this is a stupid planet
[6:38:54 PM] nisya aziz: we dont know wat will happen after we dead
[6:39:06 PM] chris: i want to die, because i can imagine a better world
[6:39:16 PM] nisya aziz: IMAGINE???
[6:39:42 PM] nisya aziz: dis is reality
[6:40:06 PM] nisya aziz: n if it is mot a better life there after u dead
[6:40:14 PM] chris: as i said
[6:40:19 PM] chris: less that 100 years remember
[6:40:19 PM] nisya aziz: wat do u want 2 do??
[6:40:35 PM] chris: dieing 50 years early wont make any difference anyway
[6:41:07 PM] nisya aziz: n wat make difference if u die today??
[6:41:14 PM] chris: nope
[6:41:19 PM] nisya aziz: everyday is just d same
[6:41:37 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz u just b in ur comfort zone
[6:41:46 PM] nisya aziz: no adventure in life
[6:41:55 PM] chris: i have had plenty of adventure
[6:42:04 PM] chris: you have gone back to thinking its about me and what i want
[6:42:11 PM] nisya aziz: u just choose 1 straight way 4 ur whole life
[6:42:11 PM] chris: i dont want anything
[6:42:23 PM] chris: if i dont want anything, then why should i live ?
[6:42:30 PM] nisya aziz: yeah
[6:42:34 PM] nisya aziz: y should u??
[6:42:42 PM] chris: you want things
[6:42:50 PM] chris: you want a bf, marrage family etc
[6:42:55 PM] nisya aziz: i want 2 do many things in my life
[6:43:00 PM] chris: you have a reason to live
[6:43:04 PM] nisya aziz: i want 2 have my own adventure
[6:43:06 PM] chris: you want
[6:43:08 PM] chris: i dont want
[6:43:12 PM] nisya aziz: i want 2 live my life
[6:43:23 PM] nisya aziz: n y should u??
[6:43:35 PM] nisya aziz: u dont want anything
[6:43:44 PM] chris: yep
[6:43:45 PM] nisya aziz: then y should u live??
[6:43:50 PM] chris: not wanting anything means no ego
[6:44:05 PM] nisya aziz: nope
[6:44:10 PM] chris: yet it is not so easy to just suicide
[6:44:11 PM] nisya aziz: absolutely wrong
[6:44:29 PM] nisya aziz: u have ur own ego
[6:44:46 PM] nisya aziz: u denied wat im said 2 u
[6:44:54 PM] nisya aziz: dats an ego
[6:45:04 PM] nisya aziz: u dont want 2 live ur life
[6:45:08 PM] nisya aziz: dats another ego
[6:45:19 PM] nisya aziz: u dont want 2 mix with ppl
[6:45:24 PM] nisya aziz: another ego
[6:45:43 PM] nisya aziz: u dont appreciate ppl who love or will love u
[6:45:50 PM] nisya aziz: another big of ego
[6:46:07 PM] nisya aziz: u dont believe in God
[6:46:12 PM] nisya aziz: another big ego
[6:46:35 PM] nisya aziz: u think wat u believe n thought is always right
[6:46:40 PM] nisya aziz: another big ego
[6:47:00 PM] nisya aziz: n who said u dont have any ego??
[6:47:14 PM] nisya aziz: u r 1 egoistic man
[6:47:17 PM] nisya aziz: n i admit
[6:47:23 PM] nisya aziz: im an egoistic
[6:47:25 PM] chris: ego is thinking of oneself
[6:47:40 PM] chris: doing things in the interest of oneself
[6:47:53 PM] chris: pride
[6:47:54 PM] nisya aziz: n doesnt it match with wat i have listed above??
[6:48:02 PM] nisya aziz: u hold ur pride
[6:48:17 PM] nisya aziz: uphold ur believe n thoughts
[6:48:18 PM] chris: nope, not proud at all
[6:48:29 PM] chris: i believe them because it is logic
[6:48:37 PM] chris: logic will never fail you in maths
[6:48:44 PM] chris: so why would it anything else
[6:48:45 PM] nisya aziz: ego doesnt mean u need 2 b proud
[6:48:56 PM] nisya aziz: of urself
[6:49:35 PM] nisya aziz: u believe it
[6:49:55 PM] nisya aziz: n u try 2 prove wat u believe is right
[6:50:13 PM] nisya aziz: n others r wrong
[6:50:36 PM] nisya aziz: doesnt it an ego kind of attitude??
[6:51:40 PM] chris: well i can proove the things i say are right
[6:51:46 PM] chris: can you?
[6:51:55 PM] nisya aziz: i can
[6:52:29 PM] nisya aziz: bcoz i have d prove

~~sya taw bukti itu wujud..cuma sya xpasti bukti terbaik yg blh bg kat dia n..i want 2 prove dat al-quran is d source of sciences, God is exist, n life should b appreciate..can anybody help me, please??

there's d conversation dat i had with him b4 in the previous2 entry..

please3x..really want 2 prove those 3 things to him..

tq 4 ur help.. :)

p/s: slmt hr rye..maaf zahir batin..