Friday, February 26, 2010

apa yang saya belajar??

dh jauh d tmpt org..stkt 2mggu kat cn n, byk bnda yg sya dpt..

1st lesson is.."islam itu indah" (noni)...kali pertama muka menyentuh tanah sujud kepadaNya, ada satu perasaan halus yg sya xpnh rse sblm2 n..sya akui b4 n sya slalu lalai menunaikan kwajipn..lupa diri..tp dat tme, b4 solat, diowg dok sbuk psl 'khuf'..syesly, sya xpnh taw pn even xpnh dgr pn psl 'khuf' 2..sya tny kat noni n syue..noni bg gmbrn scra general je..dia kte blik kat umh nnt dia cter lbh lnjut..spjg hr sya ttny2..nk sgt taw..sbb rse cm bdoh sgt ble owg ckp bout something, kt xtaw psl 2..pas2 ble cr tmpt nk smyg..skali lg trse bdoh..sya tny kat syue "kte smyg kat mn n??" syue kte "kak munie kte kat sna(tnjuk ke arah botanical garden dkt sydney opera house)" dlm hti, "emm..kat cn ada surau ek??" i was wondering..rpe2 ny kami akn smyg atas rumput.."oooook..tp blh ke?"..wondering again..tp ikut je owg lain..mcri la tmpt yg ssuai..akhir ny bjamaah lah kami diimamkan atiqah sham..syesly, nervous sgt2 mse 2..xtaw nk gmbrkan perasaan cm ne..rse cm nk nangis pn ada, tp malu sbb nnt owg nmpk..hehehe..asar pn sme gak..tp asar smyg kat manly beach..akmar yg jd imam..mse n jemaah lg rmai..lg sronok sgt2 nk smyg..syesly, stiap kali tringat wak2 2 rse sbak smcm..nape la b4 n sya xpnh nk sdar bhwa islam itu seindah ini..tiada kata yg dpt diungkapkan lg..cme nk lg smyg cm 2..klw kna smyg cm2 tiap2 waktu pn sya sggup..honestly..sgt mginsafkan..
ble blik umh. mlm 2 noni nsyue ajar sya psl khuf..yeay!!sya dh taw skrg.. :D

2nd lesson is ble dh ada kat tmpat owg, jauh sesgt dr fmily, bru lah kt dpt taw siapa kwn kt yg sbnr..thank GOD mereka yg bsma sya sgt membantu n menyokong sya spnuh ny..n 57 people here..some already show their true colour.."kalau kt knl sesorg 100 thn pn, blm tentu kt knl siapa dia sbnr ny..tp dduklah dgn dia d tmpt asing utk 1hr je..kt akn tahu siapa dia"..alhamdulillah, sya sgt syg mereka yg d sekeliling sya yg sgt best.. :D

stkt n, inilah 2 pengajaran yg plg besar yg sya dpt slma 2mggu d sydney..byk lg yg sya akn tmba..insya allah.. "sy bdk baru blaja, klw slh, tlg tunjukkan.." :D