father's day is coming..

21st june..it's father's day dude??any plan to celebr8 it??emm..people always celebr8 mother's day,but how bout father's day??r u forgetting something??in ur blood n body, there have ur dad's gene..appreciate it dude..witout ur dad's chromosomes, u will not exist..people can spend too much money in celebrating valentine's day,but how bout father's day??n u r forgetting something here..u knew ur girlfriend/boyfriend for some months or years only,but ur dad..??u get to know him for the whole ur life since u born..



and dis post i fully dedicate it to my beloved abah, mr abd aziz b che yusof..who gave so much to me since i born and grow up till now..im afaraid i love u abh..thanx u so much for everything that u did for the whole life of mine..





"..because you loved me i overcome

and im so proud what you've become

you've given me such security

no matter what mistakes i make you're there for me

you kill my disappointment and you heal my pain

you understood my fear and you protected me

treasure every irreplaceable memory and that's why.."



dis is a part of a song by beyonce entitled "daddy"..dis is wat i want to say to my abah..but im afraid i have no gut..



abah,

along syg abah..trma ksh utk smuany..tiada kata plg bsar yg along blh kata..maafkan along utk stiap kesalahan n dosa along pada abah selama mn along hidup,biar sebesar molekul pn..u r d best thing in my life..

FAT???

"why u r making so much fuss bout being fat and ur weight??" ~soalan cepu emas..

emm..girls r very worry bout their weight..n i m 1 of them..admit it..hehehe..n now my weight is 56kg..wow!!reduce 2kg than b4..b4 dis, 58kg..can u imagine??huhuhu..i m FAT..hehehe..once again, admit it..i m an overweight person..

why i need to reduce my weight??
1. i dont want 2 b fat just like b4..
2. health problem..
3. i want to a normal girl with a normal weight
4. lighter means heavier with self-confidence
5. dont want to b called by names dat i ashamed n hate of..

when i was a form 4 student,my weight was around 80kg..could u imagine how fat i m..my relatives were so shock with the drastic changes bcoz b4 dat my weight was only 45 to 48kg only..huhuhu..how did i gain so much weight that time??let me share with u..
1. i stopped dancing
2. cadbury and van houtten was my daily side meal
3. i ate 2-4 plates of rice in my every meal
4. no offense, if u r outsider n lived in terengganu n kelantan, u can gain weight in a short period..their meals have too much santan( coconut milk) and sugar..but, it is delicious and marvellous u know..hehehe..
5. the best thing is, u eat then sleep..dont do other things..n during my time, i always skipped my riadah time which r compulsory for every mrsm student..n guess what, my only exercise was during the detention..once a week..saturday @ sunday..~~jln itik dr blok ke blok, ketuk ketampi, lari keliling mktab bwk bantal, cuci kolam ikan, basuh tandas lelaki, kutip kemuncup kat asrama dak lelaki, mop pejabat, kemas pejabat, jd roomkeeper kat chalet mrsm slma 2bln..n d list is too long to b listed here..hehehe..( teringat zmn dolu2)

then, how i reduced my weight to normal??emm..secret..hehehe..that time, i need 2 reduce my weight coz afraid of being obes..till now i still have the fear..but getting used with so much namecalling by people round me..pregnant woman, bulbasour,mok,itik,n wat so ever..my mouth say "xpe" and smiles all the way..but in my heart.....

have d 'keinginan' to reduce weight..but my lust to eat is too huge..hahaha..so, if i can maintaining my weight is more than enough for me..as long as i can eat wat i want..hehehe..even i cant get the ideal weight just like b4(45-48),just pray that i can achieve my target to reduce my weight to 50kg end of dis year..huhuhu..

come back.. + my babies..

huh..it takes a long time for to start writing this post..n it took a long period for me to look and updating my blog..huhuhu..since may..



emm..too many things,stuff, and events happened..but now, IT IS HOLIDAY AGAIN..when comes to holiday, im home..yeaa!!!huh~~ -_- emm..holiday means no work except houseworkS..nothing can attract my attention except csi and my babies..let me introduce....

the most handsome carl zahin muzaffar


the most talkative (even cant talk properly) nur iman thaqif luthfi

the prettiest khadijah umairah


the naughtiest shahril amri


the cutest shamil haris



and my two notty sis



so..these people who are brighten my days during my holiday..having them in a house, just like living in a kindergarten which full of excitement and of coz,they always make me feel tired..but the thing is their 'keletah' which can make me laugh a lot..kak icha love u a lot guys..mmmuah..

p/s : i miss mr mashmallow..huhuhu..

hari pekerja...

emm..blur..bored..huhuhu..almost 1 month i didnt menjenguk to my blog..n now,dont knw wat 2 say..

STUDY!!! EXAM!!!

tapi...nk balik..homesick.. :'(
nsb baik ada pkwe ku d cn..hehehe.. >:)

dis is a sin...

huh..tensed!!! -_-

today's presentation was s***..hate to say it, but dat's it..aiiyo..mdm temperature, could u please..........
duhh..if i want to complete dat phrase to become a sentence, i dont think it will bcme a sentence, but sentences..wat i want to say here is, u r nonsense n no sense at all..neva think of other people's feelings..neva appreciate people's efforts..neva2x have d intention to understand ur students..u just think bout urself n wat do u think n feel,..or should i say dat d most appropriate word for u is EGOCENTRIC??sure u can understand d meaning of it r8??oowh..i forgot dat u r d BEST teacher ever n u r r8 all d time..n we should understand dat women around ur age have mood swing coz of d PMS..not menstrual, but d other word dat start wih M and end with S..would not state here coz it's a senctif issue r8 for women l8 u..huhuhu..sowy..duhh..

opps.. m i over d limit as a student??gosh..5weeks more to EXAM..sowy..but i just cant stand d stress dat u gave me from d first presentation..i also have my limit, u c..i m a human..

to PD n Bahijah, thank u very3 much guys..n million of apologies i beg 2 u 2 bcoz i was over d limit during d presentation..especially to PD..

to miss temperature, sowy coz i 'mgutuk' u here..if u can read dis, u can fail@penalise me r8??[opps..cabul mulut..hope dat u wont find dis till im dead..if not,i'll die bcoz of u..die la..die la..huhuhu]but just want u 2 know dat dis is wat ur students think..myb not all..some..including me..

huh..lega....

hEpI bDaY~~

to: mr marshmallow

subject: hApPy bIrThDaY dEaR

hey u,
hepi bday..sowy sbb wish lmbt..sdey gak sbb ttdo..pa pe pn, ikhlas dr hti..slmt hr jadi..nothing much to say here..just want to say thanks for the existence and for everything dat u've done..
=)

welcome MARCH

emm..the third month in a year..but dis month got so many things to do..huhuhu..sometimes i got stressed..im really33x sowy to my lovely rumm8,noni, my 'buah hati',my friends especially syue, iewa, aza, kucing, and swan coz sometimes i 'ter'burst'' out my unstable emotions..and i would like to say sowy to my 'anak2 buah' in dancing team(all i assumed as my fwenz actually)..sometimes i cant control my anger when i get stressed..thanks to my 'buah hati' for ur understanding..thanks to my fwenz for sharing and hearing me..u all r d best..i will never forget all of u for the whole of my life..here i would like to share my list for dis month on the major things to do:

1. human development- essay/ written report of 1800words

2. human development- oral presentation on d day b4 d holiday, 13th march 2009

3. linguistic- written report of 1500words

4. linguistic- oral presentation,after d holiday

5. philosophy- essay about NPE and KBSR,also 1500words

6. philosophy- oral presentation,already done last tuesday,3rd march

7. science- shoe box kit

8. science- oral presentation, next tuesday, 10th march

9. science- reflection and written report 1500words

10.linguistic- need to do some revision from all that we learnt from the 1st semester,preparation for the oral presentation

11.relay for life performance(a big headache for me)

12.resolve all the conflicts

13.celebration

huuuuhh..God, help me..i need to "penting kan yang lebih penting dari yang penting kerana yang lebih penting itu lebih penting"..or in other word,PRIORITY..and i need to be clever in 'memanfaatkan masa'..

nisya,

dont let stress conquer u..get up and let all ur spirit and strenght burst to the max..u r strong..u can do it..FIGHTING!!and remember to control ur emotions..